Good bye Uni XD for now.

Although exams are over and I’m graduating, I don’t really feel anything. I guess it’s not such a big deal afterall. Not when you don’t have people growing along side you throughout your undergrad studies. I blame the advance credits for that I guess, and my lack of interest in other people. The ceromony is not even going mean  anything to me, just another peice of paper to meet society’s expectations. Told my parents I’m not going to attend it , meh.

At least I’m excited about coming back to singapore. It’s been four months since I’ve seen you and it makes me happy inside whenever I think about you to the extent that I act like I’m fangirling over some idol. HAHA. Air tickets, here I come =)

 

 

GOTTA BUY WONDERWORLD ALBUM!

While trying to absorb all these drugs for neuropathic pain, I got hooked on the songs from the new wondergirls album. Just what I need to relax through the study breaks! The sounds are refreshing and there are definitely influences of English pop in this new album but it comes across as cute and rather addictive. My favourites includes NUSHOES and SUPERB. Thw whole album is definitely worth buying!

And for visuals sake, KIM YOO BIN”s so hot!

Pills.

Got some pills but not anti-depressants. Just some sedatives to help me sleep. Too many things, so little time.

It’s 10pm and I’m still stuck in the school library. Wth. Wanna hurry finish my degree and return to Singapore to enjoy and party like mad!!!! Shall go for a holiday and rest for a bit before finding a job. At least now, I have to mug. Boohoo.

When will I be able to be in your arms once more? =(

Goodbye world.

I”ll update again when I’m assured that I don’t have to take anti-depressants.

Half a bottle of red wine and cider.

Apparently I got wasted. Drank most of the red wine with 2 ciders. Kissed 2 girls. Slept on someone’s boobs and lie on someone’s thighs. Hugged my 2 guy friends who got freaked out and typed gibberish on msn.

I such a lousy drinker.

A non-relationship relationship.

That’s what my psychology friend calls it.

I don’t know what’s got into me, I skipped school today. After all the partying, pranks and lazing around over the weekends, just because I got  sick of ppl saying that I’m anti-social. Hur hur. So instead of studying complement proteins and pathogenic strains of E.coli, I woke up at noon, ate lunch and read a novel. Then I started crying non-stop and I have no idea why. A perfectly logical person like  me tearing up. URGH.

I think too much about stuff. That’s what I do and it saddens me. I see an expiry date everywhere and every time I’m with someone.

FUCK. I should just concentrate on my studies for now.

Would you like your beer in a beaker?

Science society is weird. First, there was free beer in a beaker. IN A BEAKER?!! No thank you, the last time I used a beaker was for putting in waste media and and bleach to kill bacteria. If it wasn’t for Sarah, I would never have realized that their membership cards were the exact replicas of some Children Volunteer club except, some tweb added a picture of pedo bear in the back ground. Someone from the public thought that it was the REAL children volunteer club card and boy are they in lots of trouble. AHHAHAS!

Darn Woolsworth for selling their chips so cheap, 3 packs of Doritos for 5 bucks. All the more made me wanna buy and now Im regretting it. Argh, I should not have given into temptation! Oh well, I suppose it’s a well deserved break after all the tests and all that furballs of hair I dropped when I was preparing for exams, eek.

This semester has been passing rather quickly but I’m not really complaining. I must stop trying to be a minimalist because afterall, I’m pretty dumb compared to other uni students! Should really start bucking up. Sometimes I just feel like I’m not cut out to be studious. Meh.

Everyone seemed to be in a good mood during practical today. My left lab partner is getting married during winter break (SO YOUNG!) and my right lab partner’s usually a know-it all bitch but she’s got a new boyfriend so she started singing song, while I was doing ELISA -.-  ….at least I didn’t spill Herpes virus on someone’s lab book. Hur hur. Toodles.

8 more weeks. =)