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Good bye Uni XD for now.

emofanatic — Sun, 11 Dec 2011 11:54:05 +0000

Although exams are over and I’m graduating, I don’t really feel anything. I guess it’s not such a big deal afterall. Not when you don’t have people growing along side you throughout your undergrad studies. I blame the advance credits for that I guess, and my lack of interest in other people. The ceromony is not even going mean anything to me, just another peice of paper to meet society’s expectations. Told my parents I’m not going to attend it , meh.

At least I’m excited about coming back to singapore. It’s been four months since I’ve seen you and it makes me happy inside whenever I think about you to the extent that I act like I’m fangirling over some idol. HAHA. Air tickets, here I come =)

GOTTA BUY WONDERWORLD ALBUM!

emofanatic — Mon, 07 Nov 2011 05:00:31 +0000

While trying to absorb all these drugs for neuropathic pain, I got hooked on the songs from the new wondergirls album. Just what I need to relax through the study breaks! The sounds are refreshing and there are definitely influences of English pop in this new album but it comes across as cute and rather addictive. My favourites includes NUSHOES and SUPERB. Thw whole album is definitely worth buying!

And for visuals sake, KIM YOO BIN”s so hot!

Pills.

emofanatic — Mon, 31 Oct 2011 10:49:20 +0000

Got some pills but not anti-depressants. Just some sedatives to help me sleep. Too many things, so little time.

It’s 10pm and I’m still stuck in the school library. Wth. Wanna hurry finish my degree and return to Singapore to enjoy and party like mad!!!! Shall go for a holiday and rest for a bit before finding a job. At least now, I have to mug. Boohoo.

When will I be able to be in your arms once more? =(

Goodbye world.

emofanatic — Thu, 07 Jul 2011 16:12:24 +0000

I”ll update again when I’m assured that I don’t have to take anti-depressants.

Half a bottle of red wine and cider.

emofanatic — Sat, 14 May 2011 06:44:37 +0000

Apparently I got wasted. Drank most of the red wine with 2 ciders. Kissed 2 girls. Slept on someone’s boobs and lie on someone’s thighs. Hugged my 2 guy friends who got freaked out and typed gibberish on msn.

I such a lousy drinker.

A non-relationship relationship.

emofanatic — Mon, 09 May 2011 12:58:20 +0000

That’s what my psychology friend calls it.

I don’t know what’s got into me, I skipped school today. After all the partying, pranks and lazing around over the weekends, just because I got sick of ppl saying that I’m anti-social. Hur hur. So instead of studying complement proteins and pathogenic strains of E.coli, I woke up at noon, ate lunch and read a novel. Then I started crying non-stop and I have no idea why. A perfectly logical person like me tearing up. URGH.

I think too much about stuff. That’s what I do and it saddens me. I see an expiry date everywhere and every time I’m with someone.

FUCK. I should just concentrate on my studies for now.

Would you like your beer in a beaker?

emofanatic — Thu, 21 Apr 2011 10:05:21 +0000

Science society is weird. First, there was free beer in a beaker. IN A BEAKER?!! No thank you, the last time I used a beaker was for putting in waste media and and bleach to kill bacteria. If it wasn’t for Sarah, I would never have realized that their membership cards were the exact replicas of some Children Volunteer club except, some tweb added a picture of pedo bear in the back ground. Someone from the public thought that it was the REAL children volunteer club card and boy are they in lots of trouble. AHHAHAS!

Darn Woolsworth for selling their chips so cheap, 3 packs of Doritos for 5 bucks. All the more made me wanna buy and now Im regretting it. Argh, I should not have given into temptation! Oh well, I suppose it’s a well deserved break after all the tests and all that furballs of hair I dropped when I was preparing for exams, eek.

This semester has been passing rather quickly but I’m not really complaining. I must stop trying to be a minimalist because afterall, I’m pretty dumb compared to other uni students! Should really start bucking up. Sometimes I just feel like I’m not cut out to be studious. Meh.

Everyone seemed to be in a good mood during practical today. My left lab partner is getting married during winter break (SO YOUNG!) and my right lab partner’s usually a know-it all bitch but she’s got a new boyfriend so she started singing song, while I was doing ELISA -.- ….at least I didn’t spill Herpes virus on someone’s lab book. Hur hur. Toodles.

8 more weeks. =)

Good news, everyone.

emofanatic — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 05:46:16 +0000

I miss FUTURAMA. Wonder what are the script writers doing, not a single episode has been uploaded since December holidays episode.

Anyhow, my parents asked me to come back for winter holidays even though its only 3 weeks. Damn, I have been spending a lot of money on this whole overseas education that I feel guilty everytime I eat out.I should sign up for frequent flyer since I accumulate 12000 miles everytime I go and come back.

The boxing lesson sucks, mainly because the gloves stink and they don’t fit well. I’m wondering if I should buy a pair myself but I’m afraid it will just get chucked somewhere like my squash racket. Talking about chucking, many things get chucked away in my life just due to my ignorance. Bleh, can’t help it since I’m getting old. NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT….everyday eating like princess here. Yesterday, Aunty lili roasted pork. It was bloody good with the crispy skin accompanied by smooth gravy and cheese veggies with rosemary baked potatoes. The only surprising incident was the smoke alarm going off due to too much smoke in the kitchen. It certainly startled me while I was trying to study upstairs. I wonder what my parents are eating. Miss them so. I guess when I find work in Singapore, I’ll definitely have to give them back lots of money.

CAN”T WAIT TO RETURN TO SINGAPORE. 11 more weeks!

I’m busy.

emofanatic — Mon, 14 Mar 2011 07:45:26 +0000

Boxing and school work keeps me busy these days which is a good thing really. It makes it much easier to forget you and not to think of you. I hope I can come back during winter. I certainly do not want to feel cold and lonely.

FInal year. Bring it on!

emofanatic — Tue, 22 Feb 2011 14:14:12 +0000

Okayyyy, I’ve fallen sick before going back and apparently someone is stalking on me on fb and talking about me to his mom about it. Bleh. Have to take tons of medicine , double meh.

This summer has been….hmmmm indescribable. Not all of it was enjoyable, just that it did made me realize the value of some people over others. What I will bring back will be just the wonderful memories I guess. Time to move on, I suppose and focus on my studies. 8 am lectures and 5 hour practicals, triple meh. I wonder where all my drive has gone. At least i got my uni friends so it ain’t too bad.

Thank you jac, for always being there for me. You truly are a wonderful person.：）