Archive for May, 2010

Lack Of Motivation

This is pretty irritating and as my blog post suggests, I have absolutely no motivation lately to do anything. I feel like my life stopped at this procrastination mode ever since I’ve left work. I mean I am doing work like chores and stuff but it just feel different and my body is very restless. I feel lethargic all the time and I know I have lots of extra time right now but I just haven’t figured out what I want to do. Moreover, many of the things I wanna do can only be done after grandmere flies back. So before that, I’m passing my time doing shopping, cooking, attending dinners,meeting people ( and hearing them say stupid comments of no relevant significance or whatsoever) and pretending like I’m actually interested in their conversations. So much for “family quality time”. Heck I’m not even allowed to go clubbing because according my mom that is not what a demure and young girl should do. And all these talk about what kind of guys I should be dating and YADA YADA YADA….. I think I might turn deaf in one ear. Sure, I know they’re giving me good advice but being so protective of me isn’t gonna help me much in meeting my prospective “husband” I am kinda scared of all their suggestions like who among their family friends I should date and all. I think I am going crazy soon.

6 weeks without you.


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Everyone was surprised it was my last day at work and many asking me why it was so sudden. I just had like 11 days of leave to clear. Better get over and done with so I can spend some quality time with my family. Mom forbid me to extend my contract so be it. I had a VERY BIG SURPRISE this morning because a fat cheque arrived from US. I’m glad I count my blessings everyday because I realized that the more I gave, the more I received. When I enter the workforce another time, I’m seriously going to sponsor a kid because the feeling of giving is so much better than the feeling of receiving.

It was a fun yet heart-wrenching day yesterday due to graduation as well as me taking photos with all the students in the lab. I tried to upload the photos quickly onto face book thus causing this confusion in tagging the wrong people. MY BAD!
Anyway, I’m really looking forward to Friday when I can meet my pocket monsters again!

I think I shall pick up the guitar again. 🙂

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